Thursday, 30 June 2022
Think About It 076: WISLAWA SZYMBORSKA
Thursday, 23 June 2022
The Write Advice 169: DAVID FOSTER WALLACE
Thursday, 16 June 2022
Tante Zulnie (1911) by FRANÇOIS MAURIAC
François Mauriac
One morning we approached her. My cousin Camille, who was an audacious little girl, interrogated her:
'What do you do all day, Aunt Zulnie?'
Zulnie gave a start and answered:
'I listen.'
Camille grew more insistent.
'What do you listen to?'
But the old woman only said again:
'I listen.'
And she continued to slowly promenade like a tortoise when, after being picked up for a moment, it is put back upon the hot sand.
One afternoon in August, I was wandering with Camille in the orchard. Some butterflies had landed on the violets, fluttering their wings. Between the St John pear trees, we noticed Aunt Zulnie stop, her mouth open. Her body cast a short shadow on the sand. Despite this fearsome presence, Camille dared me to go ahead and eat one of the delicious pears which always made me sick.
'No one will see us,' she promised me.
But that night, we were deprived of dessert for having eaten this forbidden fruit. Sister Marie-Henriette, who had consecrated her life to our grandmother's rheumatism, insinuated:
'It was your guardian angel who brought us this news…'
And grandmother said:
'It's my little finger…'
But on the grand staircase which led to our rooms, Camille shook her short curls at me and declared:
'Aunt Zulnie tattled on us, we'll have to take revenge on her…'
Already, by way of reprisal, Camille had applied herself to the task of allowing a blob of wax to drop onto each step while Aunt Zulnie paced up and down the path. I was hesitant to go to war against Zulnie, so Camille pinched and scratched in a manner that made me submissive to her will. During the siesta hour while the rest of the house, oppressed by silence, resonated with the double snoring of grandmother and Sister Marie-Henriette, we drew aside our mosquito nets and descended to the garden.
The wind carried a strong odor of burnt resin from the fires which, each night, we could see on the horizon, burning wildly. Aunt Zulnie stood motionless in the atrocious heat, like a dazzled animal. Following our plan, we approached her: Camille grabbed her right arm, I snatched her left arm, and we spun her round and round, slowly at first, then more quickly as though she were a monstrous top. The old woman's bonnet fell off. Her skull appeared, so ridiculously bald that Camille thought she would die from laughter. Only a single grey tuft veiled her unlit face. Suddenly, out of the blackness of her mouth, came the cry of a beast, sharp and prolonged, which scared us. We let her go. She swayed, then threw herself on a bench.
Already, Sister Marie-Henriette had come rushing out. We were hidden between a clump of privet and the trees and could see the starched wings of her wimple shaking. The sister questioned her:
'What is it, Aunt Zulnie?'
Terrified, we awaited her response. But our victim used her twisted fingers, the nails of which had now broken through the seams of her glove, to brush the tuft of her hair from her forehead, and only murmured:
'I heard, I heard…'
And supported by Sister Marie-Henriette, she took herself off, repeating the only word of human language that she knew…
You are dead, all these years. And tonight I think of you. What did you hear, Aunt Zulnie?
Thursday, 9 June 2022
Poet of the Month 077: KATE JENNINGS
Editing what was deemed by the male establishment to be such a strident if not dangerous publication was by no means Jennings's first brush with controversy. In 1970, while attending a protest march against the Vietnam War at the University of Sydney, she made a now legendary speech attacking those who dismissed the concerns of women as being trivial and irrelevant, famously comparing the number of men who had died in the war with the number of Australian women who had died after receiving illegal abortions. The speech is often cited as the starting point of the second wave of feminism in Australia, carrying forward the work of Germaine Greer and other feminist writers who rose to prominence in the Women's Liberation movement of the late 1960s and early 1970s.
Thursday, 2 June 2022
The Write Advice 168: DANI SHAPIRO
The writing life requires courage, patience, persistence, empathy, openness, and the ability to deal with rejection. It requires the willingness to be alone with oneself. To be gentle with oneself. To look at the world without blinders on. To observe and withstand what one sees. To be disciplined, and at the same time, take risks. To be willing to fail — not just once, but again and again, over the course of a lifetime. 'Ever tried, ever failed,' Samuel Beckett once wrote. 'No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.' It requires what the great editor Ted Solotoroff once called endurability. It is this quality, most of all, that I think of when I look around a classroom at a group of aspiring writers. Some of them will be more gifted than others. Some of them will be driven, ambitious for success or fame, rather than by the determination to do their best possible work. But of the students I have taught, it is not necessarily the most gifted, or the ones most focused on imminent literary fame (I think of these as short sprinters), but the ones who endure, who are still writing, decades later.
Introduction to Still Writing: The Perils and Pleasures of a Creative Life (2013)