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Thursday, 30 June 2022

Think About It 076: WISLAWA SZYMBORSKA


All sorts of torturers, dictators, fanatics, and demagogues struggling for power… they 'know.'  They know, and whatever they know is enough for them once and for all.  They don’t want to find out about anything else, since that might diminish their arguments' force.  And any knowledge that doesn’t lead to new questions quickly dies out:  it fails to maintain the temperature required for sustaining life.  In the most extreme cases, cases well known from ancient and modern history, it even poses a lethal threat to society.
      This is why I value that little phrase, 'I don’t know' so highly.  It’s small, but it flies on mighty wings.  It expands our lives to include the spaces within us as well as those outer expanses in which our tiny Earth hangs suspended.
 
Nobel Prize acceptance speech (1996)
 
 
 
Use the links below to read about the life and work of Polish poet, essayist and Nobel laureate WISLAWA SZYMBORSKA (1923–2012):
 
 
 
 
 
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Thursday, 23 June 2022

The Write Advice 169: DAVID FOSTER WALLACE

 

In the beginning, when you first start out trying to write fiction, the whole endeavor’s about fun.  You don’t expect anybody else to read it.  You’re writing almost wholly to get yourself off.  To enable your own fantasies and deviant logics and to escape or transform parts of yourself you don’t like.  And it works — and it’s terrific fun.  Then, if you have good luck and people seem to like what you do, and you actually start to get paid for it, and get to see your stuff professionally typeset and bound and blurbed and reviewed and even (once) being read on the a.m. subway by a pretty girl you don’t even know it seems to make it even more fun.  For a while.  Then things start to get complicated and confusing, not to mention scary.  Now you feel like you’re writing for other people, or at least you hope so.  You’re no longer writing just to get yourself off, which — since any kind of masturbation is lonely and hollow — is probably good.  But what replaces the onanistic motive?  You’ve found you very much enjoy having your writing liked by people, and you find you’re extremely keen to have people like the new stuff you’re doing.  The motive of pure personal starts to get supplanted by the motive of being liked, of having pretty people you don’t know like you and admire you and think you’re a good writer. Onanism gives way to attempted seduction, as a motive.  Now, attempted seduction is hard work, and its fun is offset by a terrible fear of rejection.  Whatever 'ego' means, your ego has now gotten into the game.  Or maybe 'vanity' is a better word.  Because you notice that a good deal of your writing has now become basically showing off, trying to get people to think you’re good.  This is understandable.  You have a great deal of yourself on the line, writing — your vanity is at stake.  You discover a tricky thing about fiction writing; a certain amount of vanity is necessary to be able to do it at all, but any vanity above that certain amount is lethal.
 
Both Flesh and Not: Essays (2012)
 
 
 
Use the link below to read an excoriating 2018 article from Terror House Magazine about the controversial literary legacy of North American novelist and essayist DAVID FOSTER WALLACE (1962–2008):
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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Thursday, 16 June 2022

Tante Zulnie (1911) by FRANÇOIS MAURIAC

 
'Malagar'
The summer home of the Mauriac family
in Aquitaine
Photo credit: © Anaka
 
 
 
 
TANTE ZULNIE
[AUNT ZULNIE]

François Mauriac

 
Translated by 
BR



 
 
I remember the path in the Midi, which even during our most foolish games we would never dare to cross.  Aunt Zulnie would promenade along it all day, even during the hottest hours.  Hidden behind the St John pear tree, we would watch her as she passed to and fro: she rubbed, with what appeared to be a continuous gesture, her gouty fingers inside their torn gloves; her eyes, of which we never saw the whites, appeared to be eternally raised to heaven; between her lips a sliver of purple tongue was always visible.

One morning we approached her.  My cousin Camille, who was an audacious little girl, interrogated her:

'What do you do all day, Aunt Zulnie?'

Zulnie gave a start and answered:

'I listen.'

Camille grew more insistent.

'What do you listen to?'

But the old woman only said again:

'I listen.'

And she continued to slowly promenade like a tortoise when, after being picked up for a moment, it is put back upon the hot sand.

One afternoon in August, I was wandering with Camille in the orchard.  Some butterflies had landed on the violets, fluttering their wings.  Between the St John pear trees, we noticed Aunt Zulnie stop, her mouth open.  Her body cast a short shadow on the sand.  Despite this fearsome presence, Camille dared me to go ahead and eat one of the delicious pears which always made me sick.

'No one will see us,' she promised me.

But that night, we were deprived of dessert for having eaten this forbidden fruit.  Sister Marie-Henriette, who had consecrated her life to our grandmother's rheumatism, insinuated:

'It was your guardian angel who brought us this news…'

And grandmother said:

'It's my little finger…'

But on the grand staircase which led to our rooms, Camille shook her short curls at me and declared:

'Aunt Zulnie tattled on us, we'll have to take revenge on her…'

Already, by way of reprisal, Camille had applied herself to the task of allowing a blob of wax to drop onto each step while Aunt Zulnie paced up and down the path.  I was hesitant to go to war against Zulnie, so Camille pinched and scratched in a manner that made me submissive to her will.  During the siesta hour while the rest of the house, oppressed by silence, resonated with the double snoring of grandmother and Sister Marie-Henriette, we drew aside our mosquito nets and descended to the garden.

The wind carried a strong odor of burnt resin from the fires which, each night, we could see on the horizon, burning wildly.  Aunt Zulnie stood motionless in the atrocious heat, like a dazzled animal.  Following our plan, we approached her: Camille grabbed her right arm, I snatched her left arm, and we spun her round and round, slowly at first, then more quickly as though she were a monstrous top.  The old woman's bonnet fell off.  Her skull appeared, so ridiculously bald that Camille thought she would die from laughter.  Only a single grey tuft veiled her unlit face.  Suddenly, out of the blackness of her mouth, came the cry of a beast, sharp and prolonged, which scared us.  We let her go.  She swayed, then threw herself on a bench.

Already, Sister Marie-Henriette had come rushing out.  We were hidden between a clump of privet and the trees and could see the starched wings of her wimple shaking.  The sister questioned her:

'What is it, Aunt Zulnie?'

Terrified, we awaited her response.  But our victim used her twisted fingers, the nails of which had now broken through the seams of her glove, to brush the tuft of her hair from her forehead, and only murmured:

'I heard, I heard…'

And supported by Sister Marie-Henriette, she took herself off, repeating the only word of human language that she knew…

You are dead, all these years.  And tonight I think of you.  What did you hear, Aunt Zulnie?



 
© 1911 Les héritiers de François Mauriac
[© 1911 The Estate of François Mauriac] 
 
 
 
 
 
Use the link below to view more photographs of 'Le Domaine de Malagar,' the summer home of the MAURIAC family since 1843 located in the Aquitaine region of southwestern France.  (The site is worth visiting for the photographs alone even if you don't speak French.)

 
 
 
 
 
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Thursday, 9 June 2022

Poet of the Month 077: KATE JENNINGS

 

 

KATE JENNINGS
20 May 1948 – 1 May 2021
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
THE PROPERTIES OF WATER
 
 
 
 
 
I.
 
 
Stamp as you walk on the sand.
It is hot, but not too hot, when hot
is the only alternative.
 
 
Stand at the water's edge.  A wave tackles
your knees, and you lean against it.
 
 
Run, lifting your feet high, one after
the other, through the push
and pull, into the midriff of a wave.
 
 
Gasp your wits together.  Quickly,
under the next wave.  It fumes
and your dark head bobs in the swirl.
 
 
Swim.  Roll with an ocean-going gait.
Elbows rib the air with cathedral strokes.
 
 
This is all the freedom you ever wanted.
 
 
Over your shoulder, a wave swells.
 
 
Kick hard, harder, arms windmilling.
The wave rushes you from deep-water
shadows to figurehead triumph.  For a sweet moment
you are the wave.
 
 
The wave turns bully, smacks
down hard on the shell grit of the sea bottom
and tries to drown you.
 
 
Play possum, lie doggo, let the wave
have its way.  It is only sport.
The wave, after all, will boil to nothing.
 
 
 
II.
 
 
Narrow beans became Narrabeen became
a suburb belly up in the salt and the sun.
Couch grass presses the pavement apart.
The sand learned its tricks from Houdini,
and anything that isn't flesh, and some 
that is, rusts.  The beach is as resigned
as a misused wife, and even less forgiving.
The lagoon stretches indolent limbs
and casts a calculating eye on the tide.
 
 
 
 
III.
 
 
Narrabeen is the beach of my childhood,
sentiment's favourite.
 
 
We surfed until we shone.
Our eyes stung.  Our skins smelled of sun.
 
 
We lapped our way to dreams of Olympic fame
in the pool cemented to the rock of the headland.
 
 
We trudged from Long Reef to Warriewood and back,
uncomplaining explorers in training for life.
 
 
Narrabeen billows in my memory, sets sail
for innocent times.  Remember Lot's wife,
and I do, I do remember her.
 
 
Stand long enough on the headland looking out,
you see the future.
 
 
 
Spring 1987
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
It was not as a poet but as an editor of poetry that Kate Jennings — born Catherine Ruth Jennings in Temora, a small town in the Riverina region of New South Wales, on 20 May 1948 — first made her mark on the Australian literary scene.  She edited a 1975 collection of feminist poetry titled Mother I'm Rooted which caused great controversy at the time for its depictions of women struggling against the oppressive power of a male-dominated society, following it that same year with Come To Me My Melancholy Baby, her first solo collection of poetry. 

 
Editing what was deemed by the male establishment to be such a strident if not dangerous publication was by no means Jennings's first brush with controversy.  In 1970, while attending a protest march against the Vietnam War at the University of Sydney, she made a now legendary speech attacking those who dismissed the concerns of women as being trivial and irrelevant, famously comparing the number of men who had died in the war with the number of Australian women who had died after receiving illegal abortions.  The speech is often cited as the starting point of the second wave of feminism in Australia, carrying forward the work of Germaine Greer and other feminist writers who rose to prominence in the Women's Liberation movement of the late 1960s and early 1970s.

 
In 1979 Jennings moved to New York City where she continued to write, publishing articles and opinion pieces that shone a sometimes unwanted spotlight on both Australian and North American society, particularly their financial sectors which she gained first-hand knowledge of while employed as a speechwriter to a male Wall Street executive.  This followed her 1987 marriage to graphic artist Bob Cato, a man twenty-five years her senior, and Cato being diagnosed with Alzheimer's Disease in 1991.  'Life never ever turns out like you think it will,' Jennings observed in a 2008 interview.  'But illness costs a lot in the United States, and I was advised that for the first time in my life I had to earn proper money.'  These experiences would later form the basis of her second novel Moral Hazard which appeared in 2002 and went on to win her the Australian Literature Society Gold Medal, the NSW Premier's Award and the 2003 Christina Stead Prize for Fiction.  Like her first novel, Moral Hazard was also listed as a Notable Book of the Year by The New York Times.
 
 
Jennings remained in New York following her husband's death in March 1999 and continued to write, publishing a variety of articles and books including Stanley and Sophie (2008), a memoir about her dogs in which she describes her life in the city in the wake of 9/11 and reflects on the role of feminism in the twenty-first century, and the collection Trouble: Evolution of a Radical – Selected Writings 1973-2010 (2010) containing the best of her work about politics, feminism, language, finance and literature.  Despite having published only two relatively short novels, she was still deservedly regarded as one of Australia's greatest writers when she died on 1 May 2021 at the age of seventy-two. 
 
 
 
 
 
Use the link below to read a short essay about Australian poet, essayist, novelist and speechwriter KATE JENNINGS posted in the online archive of Poetry Sydney:
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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Thursday, 2 June 2022

The Write Advice 168: DANI SHAPIRO

 

The writing life requires courage, patience, persistence, empathy, openness, and the ability to deal with rejection.  It requires the willingness to be alone with oneself.  To be gentle with oneself.  To look at the world without blinders on.  To observe and withstand what one sees.  To be disciplined, and at the same time, take risks.  To be willing to fail — not just once, but again and again, over the course of a lifetime.  'Ever tried, ever failed,' Samuel Beckett once wrote.  'No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.'  It requires what the great editor Ted Solotoroff once called endurability.  It is this quality, most of all, that I think of when I look around a classroom at a group of aspiring writers.  Some of them will be more gifted than others.  Some of them will be driven, ambitious for success or fame, rather than by the determination to do their best possible work.  But of the students I have taught, it is not necessarily the most gifted, or the ones most focused on imminent literary fame (I think of these as short sprinters), but the ones who endure, who are still writing, decades later.

 

Introduction to Still Writing: The Perils and Pleasures of a Creative Life (2013)

 
 
 
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